A End..... with a starting point

Radhe Radhe
Few days back when I was making my CV with one of my faculty then i discovered that my CV is not to the mark for the job I am seeking for . I thought after working days in and out for each and every project I have to listen this my eyes were full of tears but then I thought that it is a great opportunity of increasing my Finance knowledge and I started to search for it I felt nice as now I grown to look for big opportunity hidden in it
Thanks to maa Who had just challenged me that I am still not a good manager now I have to work on it
Thanks to God to give me such a beautiful mother
I love you maa :)

dar ko dara oh

Radhe Radhe
"Aj sayad ye ma is lisa liya lik raha hu kyo ki ab meblog par lik ne se gabrana nahi chata muje ase lag tha hai ki dar ko darna kaeak hi tarika hai waha ha ki dar se bhid jayo, woh tuma jitna dara utna he wahakam karn dalo taki dar aur dara na saka. Agar dar lag tha hai ke hama koi dokanahi de de tho aur logo par viswas karo ha par viswas patra par.”

Big Opportunity lies in Great difficulty

Radhe Radhe
Jin logo ke pas sab kuch hota hai
Una logo ko kuch kone ka dar hota hai
Jin logo ke pas kuch nahi hota
Una sab kuch pane ke icha hote hai

Tough times.........

Radhe Radhe
My dadaji has expired and I have taken leave from my college for 13 days, during this days I have went through various phases of life right from getting cyco to working hard to understand the complicated concept tof my core subject Finance
I have learnt one thing that I have gone more weak I need more support more sympathy I don't know is it my frustration or is it my loneliness that kills my effort or is it the devi that doesn't want me to study I feel very lonely I have no one with me I am also not able to call krishna because I am not able to remainder him only

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A new thought

Radhe Radhe
As I am doing my assignment my eyes went on this photo and a great thought came in my mind it was that this picture speaks two language which are

1. She helps us when we need it the most 
2. But at times when she needs help we have to show her the that you are not alone in this world we are here for you, just don't panic I AM YOURS YOU ARE MINE

I might not be a good and great person but I do pray to God that you are father of all of us, but it is she who takes pain in helping us out and when times gives us a turn then we should stand besides her and tell her the right path. for this we  might have to face objection of whole of the world so what ...MAA I AM WITH YOU

OPEN

Hi
Tomorrow I am supposed to present my presentation in front of faculties of core values I have been given the OPEN core values to be presented
To be candid my summer internship learning was to be this only this helped in knowing how to work in a team and get the work done by a team , know my basic resistance to do any thing
This whole summer internship I was just listening one of the bhajan which really was a power supply back up to me for all troubles, which I was facing during that time. It showed me that, only be attached to your guru, keep doing what you are born to do and rest all will be taken care by him. and yes it happened I was said no to P.P.O as they don't have internal policy for hiring summer internship who are from non-premium institute. I was feeling that you have again lost a golden opportunity but it is not the case, it might be that golden opportunity is not made for you ,you are here to do wonders in life by going right in battle field where their is no sign to win but you have to come back only when you win. You have to be warrior,who has to keep  unlearning and learning process to grow up to develop up you have keep on changing otherwise you won't be able to hear what IMPOSSIBLE wants to speak to you 

Back to Home

After 2.5 months I am getting back to home , completion of my aim I am returning back to my base with some sweet-harse memories but I have learnt a lot  :)

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.......................

After a very long time I am writing on my blog
AAj kal rat me nind nahi ati hai I remain tensioned but never saher it,I am happy but still no one to share I think I am forgettting my best friend
                              Kabhi kabhi lag tha hai
                              bahut akala hu ,
                             aur kabhi lag tha hai ki
                             bahut dukhi hu
 kyo ki me bahut ganda hu
I am not happy I don't know whether I am missing my maa and my firneds with him I have enjoyed a lot but cann't express it not becuase I cann't call them but kya karu share kar ke bhi fir gadi vahi ke vahi I am not getting out of this vicious circle Bit feed up of myself
I need u maa I need u
Hope jab he ache news le ke lotu gaya
Radhe Radhe 

Is life all about living alone............

Life is not about living alone
     it is about How many can u bring smile and move forward without any credit
Life is not about how hard you get hit
     Life is all about how you take it and move forward
Life is not about achievemnt
      Life is all about How take any situation and bring happiness and proud to yourself and move forward
Life is not all bout sacrifice
      Life is all about to do you best and leave rest to CEO  of world so that you can move forward without any backlog
Is life is all about this then why to live it alonely?????
    Live it fullest live happily and let other live happily but keep moving forward

Mother's Day

Radhe Radhe
I am in Bangalore on weekends they have holiday so today I was all free and was surfing on net all day and was advised by my bhabhi no to do surfing any more But eventually I cannot stop myself from surfing on net
So I have started to do what I should not do ?

I miss my maa a lot on this particular day as this is the first time I am not with her on mother's day Listening to my favorite song which I personal ling like a lot  

A simple thought

Radhe Radhe
I have got my project and I have started to work on the same I really feel greatfull and obliged to towards gopal pariwar the way they have handled me and take care of me is amazing aaj jab mera company ka pahale din tha and I forgot to keep my shoe But see how gopal ji helped me out, he came in form of raja bhaiya and offered his pair of shoes to me I who never respected him when he came to my place but he is so courtesy that he offered his shoe to me
Radha Rani ke jai ho
Babashri ke jai ho
Radhe Radhe 

A Good Thought

Radhe Radhe
While I am enjoying my pre-summer internship days at home
Then came a beautiful thought came in my novice mind
I take leave I plan my short and sweet visits to my native place
But what about those
Who make our future
Who command the world future
Who have been assigned the work of working on our future
So that it may remain safe
Given such a task
Why they don't take rest or go for rest
Why they don't take or never plan vacation
One can always find them busy in doing their task
In summers when half of world says it is so hot they stay in there baking cabin
They enjoy doing that task and feel relax by working hard
What a unique profession is of a teacher 

A Great learning

Radhe Radhe
Today when I have been selected in Titan Industries Ltd. but I have noone to celebrate the same but do you think is it like that am I am really alone I think so not I am still with my dance my good thoughts my own good mood to be happy and have able to discover that I am still be happy in my own company and able discover what is really great in being bengal tiger ?????  I can feel the presence of my holy fellow and they are
1).Don
2).Tipu
3).Manbihari
It's to be alone and with the company of allmight it give me assurance that what may come shyamaputra is shyamaputra and second I needn't to hangout on others seeking happiness or celebrating my sucess it's just me and my happiness
Radha Rani ki jai barsana wali ki jai
I am back  

A sinfull day

Radhe Radhe
Today is Ramnavi Today I feel as if whole devils are trying to make go cry and feel sad as if I committed greatest crime of the world But I am not going to loose my heart so soon I am shyamaputra  Who is here to move ahead but without lossing his own qualities move forward shashwat conevrt the call of Tata It's your Go get it
Radhe Radhe 

Rule your self Rule your thoughts so that no one can ride on you

Radhe Radhe
Sometime in life it seems you have got lot of thing to change thode thode fatha suru hote hai but it is needless to say that take the pain on your ase and have the change you want the man you want 

A Victory of Ram Over Ravan

Radhe Radhe
Today was the most awaited presentation of MIS which I had the part of macros and jagetiya was having the part of VB But as his habit he took my part and then also I learnt a lot I didn't knew How to use the relative referencing and the part was my main hindrance
But just by keeping patience I was able to handle the VB part which was not mine and also learnt the new part
Thanxs a lot to Baba Shri who taught me never to think ill of others then only krishna comes to u and he came and saved me
Thanxs Baba

A sweet Line

Radhe Radhe

A very sweet just came in my mind when I was down and thought I am all lone then it cam e to me that no their is someone who gets affected by what I feel

SO Some lines

Someone who smiles when you laugh

Someone feels tensioned when you are down 

Someone who is very close to your heart

Needless to know who he/she is 

But yes reminder that there is someone who is very close to your heart

Remember to laugh for her

To be up for making her mood go chill

In short Keep smiling so that they can also smile 

Radhe Radhe

  

A Opportunity

Radhe Radhe
Today I rea.ized a thing about myself which I knew when I started my PGDM but in due course of time I forgot the same But Today in HRM class I realized it back that
I have got a desert in my life which I have to work on and trun out in a Garden which can grow new rose of knowledge wisdom and take care by Ramesh Baba shri
That desert is my lack of concentrate in the work I do and hence I have to keep myself always on fire to concentrate in my studies and always be alert of diversion because of my fickle mind I have to mind my thoughts
I have to on red alert as and when Nature wants me too be
But I am not down I feel it is an opportunity to show to world that for great opportunity see for great difficulty
Radhe Radhe 

A Kripa

Radhe Radhe
Today shreeji showed her mercy on me by removing all rag and davse from my mind and heart related to vishal jagetia and ankur and group
Today when I was standing with Sudeep sir then I was again busy in leg-pulling of Vishal jagetiya and Ankur Hesaid me why are so much bordered about the leadership of the class as soon u feel class ledaership is going away from u start to revolt aganist him then I found I was suffering from this prob quite long.
May u live longer
Radhe Radhe

A battle to win a war

Radhe Radhe
Today I realized that my deficiency of concentration in studies is the main hindrance of life and till now I have to fight like any idiot. It's a fact that I am not good in reading my reading speed is really very bad same holds true for my pronunciation
A Question arises in my mind
Should I end up my war by being defeated or as a winner?
Inner consequence says no need to be defeated just keep on doing the work u are assigned be honest and hard worker no need to be shy in commenting your mistake keep evolving yourself. Just remebr what Babashri said "TUM SIRF PADE KARO"
Keep on shyamaputra
I have and I will to struggler
Not to be a winner
but to show winning is not everything
to show that being normal is not everything
But will and en-tho to do a task is something comprising everything
Radhe Radhe
      

A Feeling or truth

Radhe Radhe
As last week I lost my purse and incur a huge loss because of it not only monetary but also of security breach. My mom and Dad are the Best on this earth they took care of mine despite of the fact that I am mental retarded kid can't concentrate in my study
Never able to concentrate in my studies but always feel that "I am great". They really deserve a kid better than me
                                         GOD HAS NOT DONE JUSTICE WITH THEM
I ask God why an IIM-A has got son who can't frame a sentence in English
I  ask God why a lady who never thought ill about anyone in this world has got a son who never think about her
I ask God why that kid is lacks basic qualities of a life smartness
I really pray that these twp get justice from the supremo of justice then only he should be on the post of GOD otherwise he should resign from that post
Radhe Radhe      

Fight is not against actor but against action

Radhe Radhe
Frnds
I am here again to share some of the good thoughts which comes in mind as when they like.
Today when I am going through a great mental tormual I am bit firm as what I am doing is doing in my full consciencous I know that I will be criticized for my each and every action starting from entering in MJ cabin to whipping some one tears also to attend class of LAW which is too tough for me But one think is for sure I am doing something with taking my C.E.O as it was once said to  me by one of my well wishers said"... There may be times in life when u feel the entire world is plotting against u (I included), but just continue to hava faith in ur CEO and look at the faith that ur Ma has in her eyes for u!!...."
Chal tha chal Shashwat Asawa
Radhe Radhe  

What an !dea sirji

Radhe Radhe
I am back again after a week long full of stress were and was doing all right by understanding where I am lagging and my deficiencies but on Saturday. I got something new and different from the crowd. As one of my SCORPIAN was telling me to be cool not to pay attention of what EAGLES are doing
I just told him that I want to be cool not because I am afraid of someone but because being "shyama putra" It doesnot gel with me anymore to be in anger
Then I realized that it is so privileged to be a son of such a great warrior and saint too.
This might to very much but she is like that she is warrior because she taught be that if  u have to get your goal then fight against your man and get the goal is your. She took the pain to fight against all including my own father that I can get educated irrespective of the medical hindrance I have.
Saint
Because she keeps on smiling in asthma attack also she is so sweet in nature that irrespective of my bad behavior she always give me breakfast  irresoective she has asthma or not
I THANXS GOD FOR GIVING ME U IN MY LIFE
I LOVE U MAA.
 

Have Perception closer to reality

Radhe Radhe

By such fantastic line started my dearest class of HRM by the way I read the least of that subject but yes what all I can derive out of these class is that when ever I sit in the class I feel like all the answer to my unanswerable question is being answered It might be my perception but what to do  I want to live that class to the fullest 

His concept are so great 

like As I want to improve in the class of 3M and also want to keep my mouth shut maximum amount of time and is not hurting everyone he said  in class that if u want to achieve then have thought in that direction then your word would be in that direction and so will your action be and you will achieve your target

I know that I have got a tonnes of difficult so that see maximum opportunity to improve it is the prcpetion How ones feels Despite of all diffculties and all hurdles I have and will have in future my will and determination isnot down and will not be down 

Thanxs to maa and Shri Ramesh Baba Maharaaj

Radhe RADHE   

A Kripa

Hi
Frnds
Told I am here to share my some basics thoughts or say autonomous thought which has always gave me the company of C.E.O of world and also in the mercy of shree Radha Rani. Right from my childhood a lady which I can feel and can sense I seeing me each and every time irrespective I am looking to any babies or doing anything this lady is always with me
She has again shown her presence to me fortnight while I was going to market was thinking what great the mercy of Shree Radha rani has done to m e
A boy who was made to destiny to a shopkeeper shop as"chottu" now doing study in a B-School
As got some beautiful friends as  3 IDOIT
As some faculty having being potable and reliable ICALU(Intensive Caring And Loving Unit) as 3M(Muskaan Mulchandani Ma'm),MJ(Meetesj Jha),SS(Super Sexy),SC(Supreme Court),PK(Palvinder Kaur)
Was thinking to transfer all this to her and feel her mercy
As I took fruits from market and reached my home maa told me that all fruits are rotten so I was more demised ki le I have lost 2500+180 bugs of my maa what a jurk am I But soon was filled with power no I am right I should go baack and fiught looked towards shreeji got a Green signal I went to shop and showed him the sample He said no They all are good and that culpruit apllied all his skill on  me tio make me fool I got trapped in it and hence again went back to my maa and said that he has proven that fruits are okay .but she explained me that he is fooling you I again looked towards shriji said maa pls help me out I will sahre my jokes with you
To my utter surprise I was able to get back the fresh and good vegetable for my maa
Thanxs shriji
 
   

My Heart & it's Owner

Hi
Frnds
As the title says I am going to tell you about my Heart which has got the image of my Village it is

My Home

                             "Braj"
As u can see in photo this the mountain which has laid down my foundation whether it is studies, friendship or taking tough decision or any thing in the life It is this place which rejunvated Shashwat Asawa and made me to come out of the deadly time I had in those rainy days
On this mountain resides my Babashri My founder Man responsible for my studies who forced me to study not for getting handsome package But to have the package to full fill the needy people help.
It was he who told me that youth should be away from lure and lust
It was he who made me to realize the importance of Time
It was he who first after my maa who had reliance on me that I can do something irrespective of all the difficulties
I love this place and go to this place as and when I get vacation
I call him when ever I have paper or I am in trouble He never picks my call but always help me by this
He taught me a Great lesson that is
To make someone smile you need not to have know it's probe. You just need to have the pure and true heart to make that person smile
When ever I get distorted by world pleasure I just remainder him and My problems are solved
He taught me to do everything not for show casting it but for yourself
Thanxs Baba
:)

A Great Class and Thought

Hi
Frnds
As i today BC class I was giving the aptitude paper soon raised question to m2 about
   What is a fin?
She said u don't know this I said no
She replied
   "Fish Swim in water using her trapping body and fin"class 2 science
What a great line
Frnds this line taught me a great lesson
Consider your self as Fish and u have to pass through this cut throat competition one has to be focussed and one has to have the tappering and highly concentrated in his or her aim He has to keep doing the work in right direction u have got just 2 fin and one body and nothing much to defensive but yes soeed to run as fast as possible see opportunity in difficutly
U might be weak but not without will to do something
U might be alone but not without Hope to do something
U might be worthless and expensive but u may have the experience of the life which is your earning
U might be last but not the least
U might be a burden on someone But then u have the head to understand that feeling
U might be worthless but then alsi Have the trust on the God that He never cretes dust
U might have got hurted then just feel that this what I gave so I Got
I will not hurt anyone from now just keep moving
but with a :)
     

My LIFELINE

Frnds
This is a fact that I alway think what other think about me I always care about others But today I realized that my maa who has only once ray of hope is my studies and a handsome job never said me change this and that or yOU are a weak student so don't ask ny question to someone
Each night she sleeps I can see tensioned eyes in that old but beautiful face
Each morning she wakes she knows her ward will face tonnes of new problem in college But then also passes a great smile when I leave for college
Listen to each and every prob despite of the fact that I am a adult and should now listen and fulfill her dream]
I have nothing great in my life but then also thanks to God for giving me so many problem if it was not therer I won't have got such a caring mother
I LOVE U MAA

A Thought

hi

AGAIN I am back and is here to tell u the story of the togetherness

As history repeat itself so does it again my paper didn’t went well

But when I came home I was with a news of that again my 3 Idiots has done it they have got the B+ and A+ grade in OB I dropped in SMS to him for congrautions and was vey happy as if my someone close and near dear has topped the class In fact to the fact that when faculty told me that u r just one mark behind him

It didn’t bothered me much I just said 

                                                      Marks kadgh par ache hai sir dosti tho zinde ki woh kamey hai

                                                     Jiske pas nahi woh rank bhikari hai

Butt as i was upset too because now I am getting fed up of the response I get from others

“kiya edhar udhar dek tha hai paper de”

Abe par samj daru jab tum ko pata hai tho kya muje nahi pata ho gaya ki me kya kar raha hue

But they are well wishers

I justed switched on my TV and started to watch 3 IDIOTS  last seen of the college when they  have to deliver of the kid

Suddenly came in mind that look when u rin trouble like was VIRUS was in trouble but if u work  in am  was Aamir khan working with his team of hostel for doing the delivering of  VIRUS’s grandson  but that seen told me that If u r in trouble just work with your own inherent resources and trust u have on your God and Guru then you will find a solution to it But It might happen that again again after so much amount of hard work you get  the sweet fruit but it starts to move away from you then at that have faith on God and keep up with your positive attitude  

A MIRACLE HAS TO HAPPEN

As in my case I was upset as was fed up of myself and was feeling more and more lonely but sooner or latter I did what I could have done before 

I called my one and only one close friend Anshul mishra 

F.A.T.H.E.R

F=Flexible
A=Affectionate
T=Teacher
H=Honourable
E=Empathic
R=Reachable
This are my thoughts for the important part of life for a ward But what if u miss this then remainder that in big difficulties lies big opportunity. In this case u need not to worry u just need to be candid and pure haerted call the master and father of all creatures But at times u would be in his lap sitting and enjoing the time and he would bring his both wrist tightly 

A Friend

Hi
As my exams are on so is my depression and disease too But nevertheless I should tell u that there is a boy who is very small in age but is very clever in helping me in managing myself
A small poem for him
He knows my disease and hence he knows it has no cure
He knows that there is no remedy but still a ray of hope to fight
Fight not to win But just to survive
Survive not for daily bread and butter but to show to myself that
                       "I CAN DO IT"
Doing it for myself with his help and guidance is  a great honor to me
But I don't know why I keep on forgetting him ?
Might be because of pressure.
Some line on friendship
Being a friend to disclose each and every secret of life
But it does mean to respect each other privacy
It doesn't mean to be first to share your feeling
But yes when every u r in trouble and look behind
He would be there for u alwayssssssssssssss
Be a true friend not dictator
But yes my dear friend I MISS U
this time no byeeee
:)

A Confession

Hi
Today I want to confession that I have never respected my maa true from heart always went behind other things always shouted on her for silly things. She always use to protect me irrespective of her state but this marriage of my cousin has told me many of the lesson of the life it has shown that who all mine and who all are  not mine IT has shown me that I have changed a lot I don't respect my maa if I would have I wouldn't have shouted on her for simple reason and sometimes with no reason
She is the one who left her good and charming family, joined my father famly stated here just for me and I am sucha jurk Goood for nothing
Sorry MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

My 3 Idiot

Hi,Frnds
I want to introduce 3 Idiots of my group This include 2 boy and one Girl
1).Dheeraj Sarda
2).Abhinav Singlu
3).Priyanka Chaturvide
Dheeraj Sarda this boy is full of confidence and is very caring in nature He is like a none solvable and understandable book of puzzle He always protect and help his dear and near once But I would like to tell u a story On previous sunday night when I was in the dance party of one of our near and dear +caring+bold+beuaty+affectionate ma'm She was rocking out the dance floor and was the center of attraction for most of masculine gender But some tried to cross to limit by looking at her by leery look. Dheeraj soon took fire in his bally and came between ma'm and that man.
Saved our ma'm otherwise he would have touched her and her caring and bold but powered intectual husband just couldnot control anymore and was about to give him a punch But that rask and lure man was so mucgh drank that "Navy Man" had patty on him and He was not demised
Just See the caring nature of Dheeraj
Abhinav Singla  this boy full of cheery mood but wisely He always tells me
                                      "Why to be upset when we have not performed anything wrong?????"
This tedy is so caring and help full that He drive my car from the party eve place to college so that I can learn on How to drive on National Highway(NH). He always come and tell me what on should do in a given set of situation.
Priyanka Chaturvide this girl full of masti and kidess Keeps on doing careless activity and then broke out in a huge laugh. But is very emotional in nature. Knows how to handle relation very well
Very good in managing relation very hardworking but being emotional she gets devitated by her emotional nature
I would just like to end up saying that they should have full confidence on each other and should continue there friendship for lIfe
                       KYO KI YEER EK BAR BANTHA HAI
                           JIN PAR AP VISWAS KAR SAK THA HO
                      AUR VISWAS AGAR CHALE JAI THO FIR SE NAHI ATI
So my 3 SWEET CLOSE TO MY HEART JUST BE LIKE THAT I AM PROUD ON YOU
         FUCKKKKKKKKKKK THOSE WHO PLOC AGANIST YOU BEACUSE THERE IS NO FORCE AGAINST UNITY.
Byeeeeeeeeee

Theory Of Nature

hi
frnds
After a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong Time I am writing my thoughts about my everlasting and ubiquitious frnds "nature"
It has a peculiar criteria of selection and it is the way it chooses you for the work u and I are here on this earth it selects you without asking for your permission it would just select you and would just select u and would give u only one option to choose it is to say
                                                                  "YES"
It could a easy task and a deadly task for you But u have to it at any cost It might be in your competency or might not be
Out of so many uncertainty How can one be sure of the task is he /she is doing will reach to his target and mission nature one has to keep on and on on on on (and many more as I cann't type it more) because be firm that yes I will get the targhet and I will reach it I have to reach it irrespective number pof time u face setbacks and How hard you ghet it keep it on and on keep moving because what does really matters is Ho w u end up not How u startede and what u have what all matters is How do u end up your work and mission

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